so here's a little bit of an update on my love life, or lack there of. so last i saw P was on Tuesday September 29th. Three and half weeks ago. I still think about him but I don't necessarily miss him. throughout the past 3 1/2 weeks, there has been very little contact. he's sent me a few texts, and i've sent one text, and one email. then this morning he calls me and leaves me a message. he CALLS me! this is very unexpected because so much time has pasted. he wants to see me tomorrow. i don't know what to do. i feel like so much time has pasted, that i think - what's the point? ...but then, i think it would be nice to see him. so i don't know what to do. i've been going back and forth about it all day. my mind is not made up. i keep thinking i know what i'm going to do, but in all honesty i have no clue.
you could say that i'm trying to "move on". a couple of weeks ago i posted an ad on craigslist. ...i know i know, probably not the smartest thing. but i can't expect prince charming (or just a regular guy for that matter) to knock on my door can i? i did meet a guy last sunday. we'll call him D. my ad had 2 pictures posted so this guy knew what i looked like when he replied. we met, had a good/normal conversation, it ended with him telling me he would call me this week to go to a movie. he has yet to call me. i called him today, let him know that i was making my weekend plans and i was wondering if we were getting together. i'm pretty sure i won't be hearing from him.
i am looking forward to tomorrow. i have a good productive day planned, regardless if i see P or not. who knows i may just do what i was planning on and just have it be an April day. but April days are lonely and sad.