Tuesday, November 22, 2011

a dream

do you ever have one of those moments where you feel like you are in a dream?...floating on a cloud...in between the feeling of fantasy and pure reality...wondering if you need to pinch yourself...
i had one of those moments last night.

i like to consider myself a pretty observant person. specifically in regards to accessories, jewelry. ya know...the bling. i often will notice a beautiful diamond ring on a woman's left hand ring finger, and think "wow someone really loves her. like really really loves her." i mean with a ring like that...that's love. not the shiny reflection, but the meaning behind the pureness, the round sphere that takes shape. the promise that that ring represents. the sign of forever. no beginning and no end. the happiness behind the moment that ring was put on her finger. the love and secrets between those two people. that only those two people will ever know. those two people will only ever know there love, and the feelings involved. like a fingerprint. except dual...for two people. one very special type of love for two people. a love that is going to never take shape again, because there will never be two people exactly the same. so unique and never to repeated, a love meant to be experienced by these two people in this time, in the life.
these are just some of the thoughts when i see a woman with a diamond on her finger.
i would often wonder if i would ever feel such love, feel such feeling. feel the feeling of a ring on my finger.
last night the answer was given to me.
last night i became engaged! Chris proposed, and i said yes.
and i have a symbol on my finger that shows his love for me.
andiamsofreakin'excited!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm just about crying all over again, that this is me. this is my life. that this is the love in my life.
it was perfect, and intimate, and private. a moment in life shared between just the two of us. just how our love is just meant for the two of us.

last night was a moment in my life that i'll never forget. not only was it something that only happens once, but it was also a moment i doubted would ever happen.
last night was also the end of a crazy week. the full details will come out later, but part of the beginning of last week i was part of a SarahLove photo shoot with Chris. it was pure bliss, and quick. oh so quick! Sarah surprised me with the above picture...as a "sneak peak...ish"(her words). i would definitely call it a sneak peak, as it is a blurred picture...but i'm pretty sure that if you look close enough you can see some sparks and some true love glimmer through.
treadmill 30min
elliptical 30min

8 comments:

Dawn said...

Congratulations!!!! I hope you have many many wonderful memories like that night.

Sarahlove said...

Pinch all you want, you are awake!!! Chris can see what you see in you and the beauty we all see too. You are very special April and so are your sweet kitties ;)

Jimmy said...

So happy for both of you.

Rachel P said...

Congratulations!!!!!! I'm so happy for you, April. Now you know what I'm going to ask next - where's the picture of your ring?!?!?!?!? :-P You know I also have a super love of jewelry and diamonds! :-D

Anonymous said...

Ohhhhhhh my!!!! My tears of joy . .. all over again, still yet more to come.

I am sooooo happy . . . I'm right underneath your cloud Nine. Can hardly wait to see and get SarahLove photo's.

Love ya til it hurts, your proud, proud happy MOMMY!!!

PS what a teaser she is and yes lots of love is abounding from that photo!!!

the emily said...

April I just burst into tears! Congratulations!! congratulations isn't even enough. I am SO happy for you. I actually read Sarah's post first and was like, "Wait, what? Is she engaged?" so I came straight here to see if you wrote about it. I am just bouncing off the walls about this. I hope you'll share the details but if you want to keep it private I get it. Tell Chris he is one LUCKY man!

Peg said...

so happy for you two. Can't wait to see the ring and hear more details!

Nikki said...

Woo, hoo! I am so excited for you!